patawaaaad

currently listening to: chubibo - patawad

dumaan na ang pasko ng di ko man lang ito naramdaman...para sa akin...yung feeling, parang isang ordinary weekend lang na nasa bahay ka...nakatanga. walang ginagawa. nakatutok sa telebisyon. nagiiisip kung ano pwedeng gawin.

ngayon, malapit na mag-bagong taon...ano naman kaya mangyayari? tatanga pa rin kaya ako sa bahay? tutulala ulit sa telebisyon? magmumuni-muni ng mga bagay na hindi ko alam kung tama bang iniisip ko pa...or gawin ko na dapat ang mga kelangan gawin? kung ikaw ba? feeling mo, tama ito dahil di mo na kaya kaya iiwan mo...pero sobrang mahal mo ito...

...anong gagawin mo?

tsktsktsk...life..parang buhay.

happy new year everyall!

ika nga ni irene sa kanta nilang patawad...

lumilipad ang isip, natutulala
sampung oras nang nakatitig, sa wala
di pa rin lubos maisip, ang nagawa
ayoko nang isipin, sa iyo'y nagkasala

nagsisisi sa aking pagkakamali
maghihintay sa pag-asa pa muli
humihingi ng pagkakataong bumawi
patawad

HAPI NU YIR!

huwaaaat?! masususpend na ako!?

currently listening to: violent playground - the race

yesterday...our HR department released a memo to all those who have been late for more than 5 times....hahaha! dammit! i didnt know that i was already on my 3rd warning, meaning...one more and ill be suspended already. i then checked on the current month's tardiness records...and lo and behold...i already have accumulated 5 lates....that means...one more late and then im suspended for 3 days. hanep! hahaha! shit, 4 more days to go till the new year....kaya ko kaya di ma-late?! nakhumphoota!

tonight, papakain si idol meville, jerico at 80's na 80's miks. bukas quarterly namin. asteeeg. daming kainan!

hiling

currently listening to: bamboo - much has been said

last night was a pretty fun gig. hiraya, paramita, soapdish, happy meals, and us played at arellano university. except for the instances where the cables i am using were acting up...ok naman siya. hehehe...ganda ng gamit. free food...free booze. first time ata kaming binayaran. hahaha! oi, nasan na share ko?! hahaha!

galing ng hiraya...too bad something so good will just....haaaaaaay... :(

sorry soapdish boys, i didnt get to see you cause i needed to fetch my girlfriend at phi bar. bawi ako next time. hehehe!

sana makabili na ako ng chin spoiler for my car. pangit talaga kung wala eh. yun lang ang hiling ko ngayong pasko.

...syempre...kasama na dun ang world peace.

back to the future...

currently listening to: gary valenciano - growing up

last night was one heck of a party. asteeeeeg. sobrang flashback sa mga stuff about the 80's. bagets, ninja kids, william martinez, aga mulach, monching, maricel soriano (shake body body dancer! hahaha!), menudo, madonna, michael jackson...and even ninoy aquino.

the newbies (including the not so newbies) presented different dance moves but the group of my people won the grand prize for the presentation. they did a skit ala nuts entertainment wherein nobody knows exactly what they are going to do. they only know their roles and someone is just saying what they will be doing. syempre..80's yung setting...andyan ang luneta, yung get up nila. yung mga mannerisms....

saya kagabi..almost everyone participated...syempre, di mawawala yung pagreminisce mo during that era. panalo...panalo talaga.

hmmm...patty...80's gig? tara! hehehe!

tle 80's again....again again again....

currently listening to: sharon cuneta - sana'y wala nang wakas

christmas party ng office mamya sa il ponticello. 80's yung theme. astig. hehehe! this should be a fun party. newbies will get to present to everyone else. since sobrang daming newbies sa office...6 groups of around 6-7 peeps ata magppresent. dami ding 80's related na games....and of course tugtog ako with my officemates.

mga tutugtugin namin na never ko magagawa with my band...
1. roxette - dangerous
2. tears for fears - everybody wants to rule the world
3. lionel richie - endless love
4. GnR - patience
5. GnR - sweet child o' mine
6. erasure - a little respect
7. frente - bizarre love triangle
8. warrant - heaven
9. crowded house - don't dream it's over
10. u2 - with or without you (medley with once in a lifetime)
11. side a - tuloy pa rin
12. apo hiking society - mahirap magmahal ng syota ng iba

lupet ng line up noh?! hahahaha! pakshet...buti na lang, di ako lahat tutugtog. ill play on less than half of the songs.

songs we would've played if we had more time...
1. dingdong avanzado - tatlong bente singko
2. marco sison - si aida o si lorna o si fe
3. randy santiago - hindi magbabago
4. gary valenciano - wag mo na sana
5. francism - cold summer nights

zzzzzzzz

currently listening to: passage - you wont see me crying

yes. senti bigla ang tugtog ko. hahaha!

got my car last friday...ayus naman. laki kagad ng nagastos ko during the weekend trying to set things right...tune up, change oil, a new alarm system (ayoko na macarnap ulit), interior detailing (ambaho kasi eh...ngayon ambango na!), and a map light. hehehe...

...sino may gusto ng zoom 508? benta ko na dahil kelangan ko ng pera. hehehe!

death anniversary nga pala ni boss john lennon nung isang araw. belated ser! mabuhay ka! (no pun intended)

gig alert!

currently listening to: urbandub - sailing

may gig kami mamya sa kolumn bar. kita kits! FREE ENTRANCE po. :D

ang lahat ng bagay ay gumuguhit na lang sa aking lalamunan

currently listening to: imago - spoliarium

the other night, i got to watch "ang pagdadalaga ni maximo oliveros". galing. this is a must see movie. wala akong masabi. astig tong pelikulang ito.

bow.

i might finally be getting a new (old) car within the week or so. sana matuloy na. kaso, kapag nakuha ko na yun...todo wala na akong pera for the next 2 years. kelangan ko bayaran ng hulugan eh. :( pero ayus lang. better than commuting. hehe!

lumilipad ang isip kooooo

currently listening to: rivermaya - flowers

frustrated...damn frustrated.

i talked to mike of comets tale, at tinatanong niya ako kung gusto ko pa ng isa gitarista. sali daw siya..napaisip ako. hehehe...all the while kasi, inaabangan kong mag-gigitara para sa amin ay si lara. parang nakaset na sa isip ko na if ever magkaroon ng isa pang gitarista...si lara na yun. pero napaisip ako dun ah. hehehe...pwede rin naman. kakilala na rin kasi eh.

potaaaaaaaa! daming sayang na gigs this month. oh well barbell.

maligayang pasko na lang sa inyo.

may gig kami sa wednesday sa kolumn bar. nuod kayo. kasama ata namin pin-up girls.

decisions decisions

currently listening to: sugarfree - kwarto

the past few weeks...we're trying to look for a car to replace my carnapped one. problem is...i dont know where the fuck i am going to get the money to pay for that...so the past few days, i've been thinking of not getting a car at all (for the meantime at least). gusto ko na rin kasi makaipon. sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, i just cant afford not to save...hehehe...all these years na nagtatrabaho ako..ngayon lang ako magiipon talaga. usually, nagiipon ako dati for something na gusto ko...pero yung ipon para lang magipon...never ko pa ginawa.

badtrip...dami naming gigs na pinalagpas itong past few weeks. naiiisip ko lang talaga na siguro di ko na dapat masyado dinidibdib tong mga ganito. wag ko na rin gawin masyadong priority itong kalokohan to. di ko kaya magisa, parang wala namang gustong tumulong, at di ko rin naman ma-execute yung ibang gusto kong mangyari eh. bow.

di pa din tapos recording namin...actually, matagal na kaming di nagrerecord. sana talaga matapos na. lord...sana tulungan mo kami. ahem!

yun lang.