decisions decisions

currently listening to: sugarfree - kwarto

the past few weeks...we're trying to look for a car to replace my carnapped one. problem is...i dont know where the fuck i am going to get the money to pay for that...so the past few days, i've been thinking of not getting a car at all (for the meantime at least). gusto ko na rin kasi makaipon. sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, i just cant afford not to save...hehehe...all these years na nagtatrabaho ako..ngayon lang ako magiipon talaga. usually, nagiipon ako dati for something na gusto ko...pero yung ipon para lang magipon...never ko pa ginawa.

badtrip...dami naming gigs na pinalagpas itong past few weeks. naiiisip ko lang talaga na siguro di ko na dapat masyado dinidibdib tong mga ganito. wag ko na rin gawin masyadong priority itong kalokohan to. di ko kaya magisa, parang wala namang gustong tumulong, at di ko rin naman ma-execute yung ibang gusto kong mangyari eh. bow.

di pa din tapos recording namin...actually, matagal na kaming di nagrerecord. sana talaga matapos na. lord...sana tulungan mo kami. ahem!

yun lang.