taking it one day at a time...

currently listening to: sponge cola - jeepney

whew...i just watched 2 straight DVDs i bought from GH earlier this evening. first on the playlist was lindsay lohan's confessions of a teenage drama queen. the only reason i bought this is because of lindsay. bwehehe! ganda niya eh! ayun...parang mean girls din pala.the 2nd movie i watched was trainspotting. lara told me to watch this movie so when i saw it, i bought it. well, it was ok. ok, it was a good movie...and as usual, it made me think again. haaay...tangna, i think i need to stop thinking about things and take things one day at a time. people always tell me to let my mind take control over myself...but its not easy. they always say im too emotional...i always get carried away by my emotions...i always let it rule me. how? sometimes, i feel numb from all the feelings that i feel (however mixed they are)...but there are days that it feels so fresh. it feels like it just happened a few minutes ago.

wait. dont get me wrong...this is not about my ex anymore. sorry guys...this aint about her no more.

its time for another song...this is one of my faves from hiraya. a song that suits my mood now... myke! idol ka talaga!

hiraya - 'san libong itim na dahon
marahil ika'y nadapa
sa katotohanang inabot
na sa iyo'y kapusukan at pakla
ang gapas ng panahon

kung ang katauha'y sinakluban
ng sanlibong itim na dahon
sunugin and lahat ng ito't
palayain ang kaluluwa

sa palad mo'y nakaukit
salin-lahing daloy ng kaisipan
walang tigil na hinagpis
at tanging galaw ng mga kamay

ngunit kapilas ng pag-unawa
ang basbas ng karanasan
kahit tila pangunguling ng diyos
ang habi ng kapalaran