dream while you still can...c'mon, its free anyway

currently listening to: barbie's cradle - pangarap

something suddenly hit me....again. wala lang. emo nanaman. life is unfair. it really is.

for people like me...all you can do is dream...ito na lang naman ata ang libre sa mundo ngayon diba? astig. kaya sinusulit ko.

when i was in gradeschool/highschool my goals in life were pretty simple. have a small closely knit family, have my own resto which can support my family, excel in either sports or music. so far, i havent reached any of those...

yes, i am in a band right now but it doesnt mean that i am excelling in what i do. like what i've been telling people. im not good. i really am not...but i try to make up for that with passion. i really love what i'm doing. once you hit those chords/notes...once the music starts...it's like heaven. i love playing on-stage.

once you get older, you certainly realize a lot of stuff. life's not fair. everything you do is bullshit. pero pwede din namang life is good. everything happens for a reason. half empty, half full kumbaga. depends on how you look at it. feeling ko lang, sa sobrang daming frustrations ko sa buhay, mas nakakapagfocus ako sa negative side of things...

rich people get to do whatever they want to. minsan, they complain about being so restricted in what they can do, etc etc...for someone like me who doesnt have it all, it should be seen as a blessing.......but then again, for someone like them, things i do and dont have may be seen as a blessing as well.

anyways...wala atang sense tong entry ko na to. pakshet. ang gulo ko.