down and out

currently listening to: time spent driving - leaving

the past few weeks solidified my belief that you just cant be happy all the time. you can be sad most of the time...but never happy all the time. life sucks. it does. alam niyo ba yung feeling na masaya ka na nga...tapos biglang may mangyayari tapos marerealize mo, di pala ok. lousy. i dont feel alive at all. i just plain stopped trying.

time spent driving - leaving

Not quite alone, not quite in company.
Not quite with you, though so unwithout you
I try not to say too much, feeling distanced.
I try not to say too much, the distance destroys what I am.
Just so you know. (just so you know) I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know. (just so you know) I made up my mind and
Not quite myself, not quite anyone
Not quite in love, yet drowning in your love.
Your love drowns out who I am.
Just so you know, (just so you know)
I just plain stopped trying.
Just so you know, (just so you know)
I made up my mind and I'm leaving you.
I don't feel alive, at all. (I don't feel at all)
I don't feel alive at all.